yeayyyy... Anita gumbira hari ini

Ni gambar masa kitaorg tunggu bas kat depan usm tronoh yg panas gersang tu. Gila kau.. bas dia ala2 sejam seketul je lalu, tu pun kalu tak penuh. kalau penuh, selamba je dia lalu. Merasa la tunggu bas berjam2 adanya. kalau nak kuar dating, habis cair makeup lom dapat naik bas lagik. Tapi biasa la kan, kitaorg sbb muda remaja, tenaga pun byk.. bantai gak tunggu bas general warna hijau tu dtg. Dah dpt bas kang dia belasah plak masuk habis segala kampung. huhuhu.. bertahun gak le nak menyampai ke ipoh. Kalu nasib baik boleh le naik bas express apa ke nama dari lumut. Tu belum lagi time nak berebut balik. Kalu tara2 kederat skrg nih, mmg pengsan! oohh.. lupa plak nak perkenalkan, dari kiri; pijah, diriku sendiri, berpren ku cik kuna dan roomatenyer Jaa. Melihatkan diriku yg begitu innocent sekali rupanya, rasanye ni masa kitaorg first year. :D ( cik kuna pakai baju calvin & hobbes yg kitaorg beli kat yik foong plaza. Aku pun ada satu tp design lain. Aku suka betul katun tu..)


hohohoho.. ni aksi tonggeng paling dasat abad ini. sori ek abang. sapa soh bergambar ala2 goyang gerudi inul. Ni suami ku terchenta ngan bespren ku tersayang. Gambar ni diposingkan kat teluk batik, lumut. Hehehe.. masa ni dah final year, masa tu aku kena dok luar pasal tak dapat asrama. Jadinya mak aku kasik pakai keta.. makanya apa lagi, panjanglah langkah kan. Selalu gak aa kitaorg bertiga pegi berkelah kat situ. best ooooo.... makan2.. pastu makan2 lagi.. pastu makan2 lagi... kitaorg tak mandi pasal aku takmo sunburn pasal nnt aku jadik kelabu asap. lagipun sian aa bespren aku ngan hubbyku itu pasal dorang dah la tak berapa nak cerah.. hahahaha... ampun la cik kuna yer!


ni gambar kalu tak masa first year, habis2 pun masa 2nd yr kot. Ala, kat usm tronoh tu bukan byk sangat pun tempat2 menarik.. tu kira dah habis glamer la tu cekonon ada air terjun walaupun nan ado sebenarnya. Cuba lihat kitaorg nyer selipar tu. Mula2 aku la yg pakai selipar jenama Puma tu, pastu abis semua ikut sampai mcm jadik selipar uniform plak. hahahaha.. well.. biasa la kan.. katapun fashion ikon. Tapi kitaorg mmg hampir sepjg masa pakai selipar tu. Pegi kelas pun yg tu, pegi outing pun yg itu.. hatta nak pegi dating pun pakai selipar puma rm20 tu. pendek kata mmg berbaloi lah beli. pakai sampai redai, buang, beli yg lain.. sebijik cenggitu jugak, kaler je lain.


haaa.. ni masa first few weeks masuk 2nd yr. Masa ni usm tronoh buat ulang tahun ke 10, so ada mcm2 aktiviti. Aku ngan geng2 otaiku jadi ajk acara kanak2, masa ni la cik abang ku itu mengorat daku ini. hehehehehe....... yg dalam gmbr tu besren ku (dia pakai baju kurung aku... hahahaha..) dengan tutor kitaorg yg sporting habis, cikgu Sulutan. Hensem tu cikgu kitaorg.. aku ngan geng2 aku mgg baik ngan dia, siap boleh kuar makan lagi ngan cikgu kitaorg nih. Ada sekali tu kitaorg tolong dia buat apa ntah, dia siap belanja makan kenny rogers. Time kitaorg 3rd yr rasanya, dia berenti jd tutor sbb dapat keja kat kilang. Tatau la mana dia keja skrg. Cikgu, kalau la cikgu terjumpa blog saya ni.. contact la kitaorg yer. oohh.. cikgu sulutan pakai baju askar pasal dia Palapes. Kitaorg tak gemar sgt bebudak palapes masa tu psl dorang selalu mcm eksyen sikit. Tetapi utk cikgu, kitaorg buat pengecualian..hehehe. (wpun kitaorg baik giler ngan cikgu sulutan, tp kitaorg penah kena marah ngan dia psl meniru masa ujian statik mekanik. hohoho.. mmg patut pun. Padan muka kitaorg!)


alahai... ni la dia geng2 otai Bahan. (material engineering). Dari kiri; dayang, yam, diriku dan cik kuna. Gambar ni amek kat pulau pangkor masa minggu orientasi. Siap pegi pulau pangkor tu utk sesi ramah mesra under dept kitaorg. Tengok la rupa baju yg dorang paksa kitaorg pakai.. ntah sape la yg design. buruk giler! tp dah nama pun freshie, pakai la jugak kan. kang kena ragging plak ngan senior. Dah la masa tu kat USM tronoh rasanya budak pompuan ada lebih kurang 300 org je, budak lelaki sampai 1200. Jadik kitaorg mmg la kaum minoriti. Masa tu aku baru baik dari chicken pox. Boleh pulak hari nak mendaftar tu kena chicken pox, so aku masuk lewat seminggu. Siap tak pegi pun majlis angkat sumpah pelajar, pasal tu la kot result masa 1st yr teruk giler . (err.. ada kaitan ke sebenarnyer?)



sbb Tronoh tu takde mende selain dari pasir je banyak, Ni la aktiviti masa lapang kitaorg, bergambar dgn aksi ikut sesedap rasa. Banyak rasanya gambar2 mcm org meroyan cenggini. Tu budak yg baju hijau dgn aksi tak boleh belah tu bespren aku. Dia mmg suka time bergambar buat aksi2 pelik. Ada satu gambar tu masa kitaorg matrik 2, dia punya posing kalu teringat sampai skrg pun aku boleh gelak. ermm.. ingat nnt nak pesan aa kat mak aku masa nak dtg sini soh bwk album gmbr2 lama. hahahaha... cik kuna, awak ingat tak gambar kat atas pokok tu?


aduhai... sumer buat muka sehabis ayu tu. dari kiri; nisak (roomate yg paling best in d world), ainy, aku yg paut leher ainy, elya (deq, ko jgn ingat aku tak leh teka ko sapa kan.. walaupun tinggal komen tak taruk nama) dan cik kuna. Tgk la rupa usm tronoh ni, bangunan sumer ala2 susun je batu bata murah kaler kelabu tu pastu tak yah cat psl kononnyer artistik. huhuhu.. artistik la sangat. Tapi yg sedihnya dah tak wujud dah usm tronoh sekarang pasal UTP dah amek alih. Apahal yg dorang nak sgt tanah tapak USM tu pun aku tak paham. Politik la ni.. abis tempat aku belajar sampai dah takde. Mentang2la petronas byk duit.. byk duit pun, harga minyak naik jugak.. ermm.. kaitan!


ni dekat library. Aksi yg dilihat ialah 'mari buat library mcm rumah sendiri'. Ala.. library bukan ada sgt pun org pegi kecuali dekat2 nak exam. Kitaorg pun masuk tu semata2 nak bergambar. Nasib tak kena hambat dgn pak guard. Pak guard USM garang wooo.... dulu kan... cik abang ku itu penah sampai bertekak ngan pak guard. Pastu ada sorang pak guard ni siap tipu kitaorg. Dia kata nak tolong jualkan beskal kitaorg ( mahal tu kitaorg beli.. rm350 tu sebijik) tp alih2 dia jual beskal tu tapi duitnyer dia rembat. Eiii... geram betul tau. tp takpe la.. aku dah halalkan pun. ohh... aksi2 tido tu hanya lakonan semata2. Tu baru sikit, belum tgk kalu kitaorg beraksi posing kat bilik lagi... mmg sakit dada mak mertua kalu tgk. hahahahaha.....


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Hari ni cuaca cantik betul. Panas elok jer... bukan selalu cuaca kat negeri yg biasanya sejuk beku nih nak panas ala2 kat msia. Balik2 je td, hubby ku ckp besprenku in the world dah upload gmbr2 lama kat facebook. hahahaha... lawak betol tgk gaya zaman2 muda remaja dulu. Main ikut sedap jer. Kalu bakal mak mertua tgk dulu tu, harusla sudah kena reject.

Pagi td pulak tetiba nampak sorang clique lama letak komen kat blog aku ni ha. puas jugak la pikir sapa la pulak minah nih. Tapi biasa la kan, dek kecekapan tahap gaban maka pompuan itu telah berjaya dijejaki. Adeq, merasa la ko aku terus tepek gmbr2 lama kita kat sini. Kalu ko malu, ko jgn la mengaku ko ada dalam gambar terbabit wpun aku mmg nak letak nama sorang2 kat bwh gmbr tu. hahahahaha.... jgn la kasik boss2 korang ke, mak2 mertua korang ke tgk betapa meroyan nyer korang zaman muda remaja dulu. mati la kena kutuk..

apapun, dapat menengok gambar2 zaman tok nadok' dulu ni betul2 buat aku gumbira hari ni. Habis hilang segala tensi semalam. Tima kacih to my bespren in the world psl tolong uploadkan gmbr2 ni. Aku sayang awak, muahhhhhhhhhh! Its good to feel like myself again.

TENZIONE

Tension.. yup, my mood today is pretty gloomy. *sigh*


Last saturday was the big event i.e Malam Warna Warni Muslimah held in vestry hall. It was a successful night apart from the not so 'profesionally mastered' sound system. huhuhu.. we'll make it better next time with sub woofer all around. hahahaha...
Food was great with superbly delicious nasik tomato (serius sedap). I did prepared some desserts (mango pudding and kek gula hangus) and it turned out well in spite being a first timer. That night, we've seen talents hidden well underneath many of us.. ada yg menari zapin, joget pahang la, bernasyid, and our group do a stunt on badinding where I got stage fright and start forgetting some of the moves and lyrics. huhuhuhu.. it must've been obvious.
All in all, it was a great day and experience for the sake of Allah to bind us with beautiful ukhwah. (not to mention chaos by our kids running around sampai fenin kepala mc... hehehe)
oh, the banner in my 'not so creative' hands also did catch attention with the help from my dear hubby... tenkiu yee bang.


Yesterday was a huge series of carbooting starting from a mere 7.30 in the morning at marshlane and then continue on in Hillborough despite the burning heat of summer. Panas giler semalam.. but then it doesn't inched my enthusiasm..not a bit! sangat la gigih walaupun berpeluh2... hahaha... banyak gak hasil tuaian semalam and we finish off the day with a nice lunch at an arabic restaurant with a dear friend, kina & family together with ida & hubby. Balik je, we dug into my shopping trolley, mess the house to the max with the kid's toys and fell asleep in the living room with our living room door ( facing our garden) wide open. fuhh! summer la katakan.. tak makan hati ke tu.. keskeskes.

It was late in the evening when I start getting back to my senses and start hovering the house. Well, I certainly cannot tolerate messiness that much longer.. so before my blood 'go upstairs', I'd better drag my *ss and starts doing what I did better if not best.. mengemas! Coz' its been too hot last nite, we end up sleeping in the living room, first time ever since we've been here.
fuhhhh.. what a weekend.


But then today I got heat up, this time it wasn't due to the weather. It was something else and I need to escape or rather go somewhere to cool it down b4 I turn sour for the rest of the day. huhuhu.. don't speculate, it has nothing to do with my dear hubby.. tp since dia takde hari ni sbb pegi practical class b4 his next exam, I figure out I need a shoulder. No, not to cry on... more like to ease whatever it is thats bothering me, I guess. So maybe later in the evening we'll be off to a dear friend's house and spend the evening smiling instead of geram sensorang. Hopefully tomorrow I'll get over it and starts the day fresh. yess, I need to be fresh.



notes:
Sometimes I think I'm just too soft hearted people take me for granted.
Sometimes its very hard for me to voice out my feeling without yelling and screaming.
Yes, when I get irritated, my voice usually gets to a higher pitch in order to refrain my self from crying.
The second option to that is just keep quiet and never say a thing.
huhuhu.. adult life sometimes can be very challenging, isn't it?

POEM IN THE WAITING ROOM

WHAT DO YOU SEE?

As time goes on
I realize
That what I see
Through my eyes


Is in my perspective
My personal view
And its probably different
Than whats seen by you


My feelings are altered
By the life that I've known
My opinions are tainted
Influenced as I've grown


So in this moment
That we share together
I may see a duck
While you spot a feather

(edie koch suarez)



note:
1. Sabtu minggu ni (26-07-08) ada Malam Warna Warni Muslimah di Vestry Hall, Sheffield. Akak kena buat banner...tapi lom siap2 lagi nih. huhuhu... tapi dah pikir baju apa nak pakai nanti. pompuan.. pompuan.. hihi.

2. Somebody adviced me to set a bite size goal each day. Something that I can chew and not going to choke. And somehow, I started believing in myself again. :D

3. My lil' sis is doing her diploma course in Hotel management right now but then it turned up that she's also been offered to go on an engineering course at the same time. I told her to follow her heart. I told her its okay eventhough she got 7As but end up doing a hotel course. I told her to think hard and choose whats best for her. I told her it doesn't matter what you do as long as you excel. I told her that engineering is not as 'glamer' as she might think it is. I told her if I can turn back time, I would never come close to anything 'engineering'. I told her not to end up like me. huhuhuhuhu....

4. I've just watched anwar vs. shabery on youtube ( so ketinggalan keretapi daa aku..). My response is, running around the bush, hitting people below the belt, how pathetic can one be? huhuhuhuu... mati la aku takmo komen lelebih nnt kena panggil balik. hahahaha... Tp serius dowh.. mangkuk giler.

the heart of a muslim must be strong

don't let me be misunderstood by Yusuf Islam


Decision making is inevitable in life and changes are one of the hardest thing to do. When both of it coincide, it makes it even more difficult to deal with.


I've took that BIG step in my life, those steps that i thought i could never pull myself to do. I'm not going to pretend its going to be easy. I'm not going to say i'm gonna sail thru it . I know the obstacles are there, I know the path is winding. But this time, I dare to take the challenge. InsyaAllah, this time I'll be strong.


Alhamdulillah. Thank you ALLAH. Thank you ALLAH.



note: There is always light at the end of the tunnel. All you have to do is look...

abang, jgn lupa "surprise" utk org tu.. hehehehe

kisah minggu lepas


a little learning is a dangerous thing.

"kitaorg gempak you all... grant research we all bersepah. Kitaorg naik kapal terbang pegi oversea ala2 selang sehari gitu! Ko ada namecard? bak la sini boleh we all buat networking. Balik nnt jgn lupa jd vast mcm we all tau. kalau boleh jadik la prof. madya termuda... yessss.. kelasss!!!"



"ko buat phd research pasal apa? euwww! pasal benda senang mcm tu jer? laku ke balik nnt. we all buat semua yg nano-nano tau. hebat sangat kan? ala2 kompleks sgt sampai we all je yang paham sensorang."

macam tu la exaggarate version bila para cerdik pandai berkumpul di satu makan malam sambil org lain blink blink tak paham.

ooh, btw, impian aku dari dulu masih sama wpun dengan izin Allah, satu hari nnt aku pulang dengan scroll yg diusahakan. Dan bukan, impian kita ternyata tidak sama. Banyak yg aku bayangkan dan fikirkan tentang masa depan, but still, masih tidak sama dengan impian kamu. So go on, be as great as you guys yelling about, just don't ever assume that i'm leading the same path.




kisah semalam

Hari keluarga masyarakat Malaysia sheffield. Ada kek bendera Malaysia pelbagai perisa. Ada ayam bakar, ikan bakar, nenas masak lemak ikan masin (perghhh!!).. ada pelbagai juadah yg dibawa secara pot luck. Dan aku, setelah bertungkus lumus dari pagi ( sbb tu la pukul 12 baru boleh gerak) sempat la menyiapkan mee goreng dan kuih lopes (mama, amar tau buat kuih lopes dah skrg... dulu jgn kan nak melopes, nak buat cekodok pun tak lepas). Sebab dah kalut sgt sampai boleh terlupa nak bawak nasik putih seperiuk besar. huhuhu..
Tinggal lagi semalam cuaca tak begitu memberansangkan, hujan jer all the way sampai kitaorg nak balik pun masih hujan. Tapi disebbkan kegigihan yg tinggi, lepas tu boleh lagi pegi meadowhall jalan2 dengan baju yg bau asap bbq.



kisah hari ini

Pergi library hantar buku2 yg dah berzaman buat harta, siap kena denda lagi. Padan muka. Lain kali, LU PIKIRLAH SENDIRIIIIIII.. hahahaha.




kisah hari esok

semoga dipermudahkan olehNya segala urusan kita. semoga diterangkan mata hati. Semoga semuanya yg baik2 saja.




nota:
1. membiarkan org lain menderita atas kebahagiaan kita bukankah sgt tidak adil? bukankah?

2. papa and mama, balik dari rembau nnt cepat2 buat passport ok. Nnt datang jgn lupa bawak keropok lekor losong rm20. hihihi.. tak kira, nak jugak.

3. en. atalamat dan cik apin, raya tahun ni pandai2 la bawak diri ek. tahun ni mama ngan papa raya kat sini ok!