ANTARA YG PERGI DAN YG DITINGGALKAN

PERIHAL SEMALAM...

Dalam entry yg lepas saya ada bercerita mengenai adik fahmi yg dimasukkan ke hospital kerana dijangkiti meningitis. Ramai yg berdoa supaya adik fahmi sihat seperti sediakala, akan tetapi Allah lebih menyayanginya. Allahyarham adik fahmi telah meninggal dunia pada petang hari rabu dalam usianya 3 bulan. Allahyarham adik fahmi telah selamat dikebumikan kira-kira pukul 3.30 petang hari khamis. InshaAllah, dapat kita sedekahkan Al-Fatihah kepada allahyarham. AL-FATIHAH.

DAN HARI INI...

Hari ni pula, kedua ibu bapa saya telah berangkat pulang ke tanahair. Masa dekat airport tadi mmglah sedih, but not until we got back home that everything start sinking in. Sedih ada, sayu pun ada... dah 3 bulan mereka disini, I already get used to come back home with the sounds of adik 'pong pang' fighting with his atok and uwan calling kakak every evening for mengaji time.

Now its back to the four of us in this sejuk beku world. *sigh* 

Semoga perjalanan kedua ibu bapa saya sentiasa dibawah lindunganNya. 

I really need to drag myself to work as hard as I possibly could now... I really need to try and fall in love with this phd thing... *sigh..again* or maybe pretending to be madly in love would do?

I pray to Allah for the strength... please Allah, show us the way.

note: in search of equilibria, making mistakes are inevitable. To my surprise, after 3 years.. I think somehow I will miss this place one day. All the torns and sweet petals of journey of life, and how it makes me a better me...