here comes 2009!

pahit getir hidup dan pengorbanan
terpaksa dihadapi demi kejayaan
terdidik sejak mula tabah berusaha
tanpa cuba melangkah tak kemana
dimana kau berada pencapaian tak tiba dengan mudah...




Dan tahun 2008 yg ditinggalkan...


Its 2009 now, full of hopes and dreams. I'm looking forward at 2009 with mixed feeling. There's a lot of things juggling in my mind but I'm positive everything is going to turn out fine. InshaAllah.

So many unnecessarily moves and wrong turns I've made thru' out 2008, but gosh! I learned a lot too. So this year, I'm listing my priority of what I have to do and hopefully it'll keep me on the right path and get me through...

Being tangled and twisted along this road full of obstacles, I finally get my mind clear of my inner self needs. I don't want to be like her, and I don't want to be like him and I don't ever want to be like them. I realized I just want to be me and what's important is not what you get but what you give.


This year, better start to shoot and make less dribble. This year, I want to be a better me in each and every way, to each and everyone possible.

So there it goes...my new year resolution. It may not seem big to you, but its huge to me. No, I was wrong... its not even huge, its humongous!



note:
1. better me should include a 'slimmer' me. hehehe...

2. Thank you Allah for all the oppportunity and blessing. Thank you mama and papa for all your love and support. Thank you abang for standing by me and always believe in me. Thank you shafiyyah and ajmal coz no matter what, both of you always say I'm the best mum in the world. Thank you to all those lovely people that I call friends. Thank you to my family and thank you to everyone who accepts me as part of their family. Thank you everybody who've touched my heart and my life so far. Thank you from the deepest depth of my very soul. Please keep on loving and supporting and believing me.

3. I pray that 2009 will bring the best out of us. InshaAllah.

4. owh! one more thing... In my modest calculation, I don't think I'll be able to finish my study this year. So please do me a favor by not asking whether I'm almost there, at least not until end of this year. Thank you. ( ok..ok.. some of you might wonder what the heck is this girl doing, still not finishing after 3 years. But I myself is bleeding inside just by typing this 4th note. )